Will be inactive for the upcoming weeks

due to exams. Keep tuning in for more

updates. I love you people out there.

Anyway all the best to all sitting

for their N/O Level and EOY (:

P.S, SIM card terminated. Number

cant be used. Phone with Mummy for

safekeeping. Sorry to those msges

unentertained (:

Geylang-ed and town-ed on Friday and Saturday.

All other photos are with Fiefie. Currently waiting

for her to go online to grab those photos from

her. Im lazy to elaborate more. I had fun

with Fiefie, Efa Kechik and Mel though (:

EOY is just two days away. And i still have

not start revising for it. I've got

problems at home. I dont have

the mood. I wanna cry everything out.

But to who? Shucks, im sorry Boyfriend.

For worrying you. For not having the

time to send you back to Boys Home.

But you shouldnt have jumped

to such conclusions. I dont blame you

though. Once again, im sorry.

Okay, there they go again. Should i

just go take a knife and stuff it into

their mouths? Thank you to

New Moon for distracting me from

all this. Ive been reading it for

the third time already. And yes

Maggie, it made me cried -.-

I should stop here now. Or else

i will never bring myself to wake up

on time for school tomorrow.

Goodnight everyone.

All the best for Exams next week! (:

• 200908 - I realise im still ______ (insert name). Okay thats one crazy and stupid confession, but yeah its true. So what? If marriage can divorce, couple can break isnt it? Fcuk, i sound so mean. Sorry, but whatever -.-

Im done reading Twilight! Much thanks

to Maggie Nah. It was great! And superbly

sweeeeeeeeeet. Now i can understand why

teens are digging their noses into the

Stephanie Meyer's book series.

Goshhhhhh, i completed the book in one day.

And burnt the midnight oil, not because of studying

but because i reread it again, still in that same night!

Addicted or what eh? Heeee, first

time im being sooo enthusiastic over a book!

But seriously i must tell you, its really good.

I would love to give 10 thumbs up for it,

but tooo bad i only have two hands. Heee :D

Its about an ordinary girl who fell in love with

a vampire. And there's so much more to it.

There are its sequel to Twilight - New Moon then Eclipse then

Breaking Dawn. Im definitely going to borrow it from

Maggie/Roger after EOY! Heeeeeeheh.

Twilight movie is coming up (the movie poster is up there)

and it will be released this December in Singapore.

I will definitely watch it, no second thoughts!

Will it be with boyfriend? Hmm i'll see about that (:

Can i be Bella Swan in Twilight? Pretty pleaaaase.

I'd love to make Edward Cullen mine!

I dont mind having a vampire as my boyfriend,

if life were to be sweet and safe as that :D

Haha. But hey, its not wrong for a girl to

dream big, isnt it? *wink

As days pass by, this feeling gets stronger.

I dont know if im doing the right thing.

Should i end this and hurt you then?

Or should i linger on and hurt myself instead?

Okay, i had a great time @ Geylang, again yesterday.

With Atroy, Oyin, Fiefie, Az KeAi and Boyfriend.

Oooo laaa laa. Baby, you made my day man~

Fiefie and gang left me because i was late,

and Baby took car to Geylang :(

So i had to ride the damn long journey to Paya

Lebar in the Mrt alone.

Then upon reaching, i bumped into Fieza O.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!

I sayang you many many la Fieeeeza!

All the best with ______ okay! :D

Bumped into Cik Shima too. I think she saw the

ciggie in my hand. Ooops, nyahaa xD

Saw Gegerl and Malyana , and a whole lot

of other schoolmates there! Ooo, BBSSians

day out ke? Heeee :D

But shucks, didnt get the chance to watch

the Capoeira performance at Toa Payoh cause

Afifah Miami couldnt come. Sighs, free tickets

wasted just like thaaaaat :(

When night falls, Syaee baby called me up.

And she sounded troubled. Took her in for the

night @ my crib and girltalked all night long,

together with talking on the phone with Baby.

I feel so sorry for her. Hopefully things turn out

fine with you and your bro. Its my pleasure to

be there for you when you need me. I love

you, my bitch! (:

Then todayyy .. Its been months since i stepped into

the mosque for my classes. It felt great to finally meet up

with my friends there today and learn new things about

the fasting month. Ehhhh tkmo pandang Diy gini,
takde ugama eh! Aku proud to declare aku Muslim

la okay :D Hahah, mcm fahaam. Actually datang

sebab cikgu kesygan dah suruh bayar yuran yg

dah lama due. Heee xD

Hmmmm, reached home and got changed to send

Baby off back to Boys Home. Waited for 176 to send
Syaee back home first. Then hailed cab for Baby.

Most probably he wont be coming home next week.
Godddd, i'll miss you like hell here! Lets pray hard

for him people (:

Okay im damn beat right now. Didnt sleep well

for the night, sharing stories with Syaee till early morning

and then Baby woke me up at 9 in the morning because

he wanted to spent his last time talking to me before

leaving. Padahal jumpa nanti boleh bbl kan?

Haaaha, tk betul sak B aku tu :D

Hmmmm alright then, im off to sleep

now. Goodnight for me everyone! (:

Tskkk, im missing him already!

Fiefieeeeeee, i need your help :(

No dearest, the love you share with him hasnt

die yet. Be strong okay? Hopefully things will

get better soon. I'll always be here for you, Miami (:

070908 (:

Baby, im missing you so much.

Saturday is neaaaaaring! Hopefully hopefullyyyy..

Im gonna hug him soo tight that i'll break his bones :D

Kembar Sebuncit Saya! :D

Fie dan Diy punyeeee (:

Headed home straight after school, just

to find that i had forgotten to bring my

house keys. No one's at home and younger sis would

be back home only at 4, and i dont want to

hang around in my corridor alone. Called Fiefie up then

proceeded to her house. Untuuuung ada syster

tinggal se-estate :D Sayaaang kembar buncit aku tu!

Reached home and currently chatting with

Fieza O Baby and Iqqin Sayang (:

Anyway Bella Baby asked me to do a quiz from her blog.

Sooooooo, here it goes.

(:

1. Where would you go if someone sponsors you an air ticket ?
- Umrah? Haah, mcm faham! Errr Egypt, i guess :D

2. What's your favourite thing to do ?
- Laugh laugh & laugh!
3. Do you think money can buy happiness ?
- Suprisingly, sometimes yeah.
4.If you were given a chance to receive something, what would it be ?
- Eternity love, aww (:

5. Things you can't live without ..

- Phone, radio, telly and much more, i guess.

6. What are you afraid to lose ?
- Everyone and everything!

7. If you win $1 million dollars, what would you do ?
- Charity? Haah! And honeymoon with Sayang. Hee :D

8. What do you dream of doing in the future ?
- Travel all around the worlddddd!

9. List down 3 good points about the person who gave you this survey
- She's my bestest best friend in primary school! Used to love her and still loving her now (:
10. What makes you happy ?

- Seeing people around me happy (:

11. What type of person do you hate the most ?
- Everyone has their own yin and yang side. Hating wont change 'em anw.

12. If you have a super power what would it be ?
- Save the world from human pollutiooooon!

13. Would you go for happiness or money ?
- Can i have both? Sorry, im greedy. Heeee :D

14. Who do you think is the most important people in your life ?
- Parents? Without them, no $$$!

15. If you have a boyfriend, would you die for him ?

- Sorry Sayang, but i wont. Its just not time yet, i nak hidup lameee! :D

16. Who's the last person who hugged you ?
- Afifah Miami ; Bestest Dude and jiwe Laogong ;D
17. What is the one thing you want to do badly right now ?;
- Meet and hug Sayang aku! But sadly cant, he's in Home right now D:

18. Who are you close to ?
- No specific ranking. But i will be close to whoever who wants to be close to me :D

19. Are you courageous enough to tell the person that you like him ?
- He has to confess first before i do so.

20. If you could do one thing all over again what would it be ?
- Start secondary school life all over again.

21. 7 things that scare you ;
- Love, Friendship, Horror Movies, Creaky doors and .. idk?

22. 7 things that you like/love the most ;
- Phone, Telly, Radio, Diary, Bed, Mickey and anything that is Orange! :D

23. 7 important things in my room ;
- Radio, Bed, Mirror, Toilet, Wardrobe, Notice Board, Clock.

24.7 people to do this questionnaire ;

Anyone who wishes to do so, you're most welcome (:

Okay Bella, im doneeeeeeee ! (:

• Its official, 070908 (:
• Its been just 7 hours since i sent him back to Home, and im missing him too much already.
• I had a great time with FiefieCloud and ♥ at Geylang yesterday.
• Pictures still with Fiefie, will be uploaded once i got hold of it.
• Syaee changed my Friendster background to a much orangey one. Thank you Shy, i just love that bitch of mine so much! :D
• Camp Rock was great! Better than High School Musical, i think. Demi Lovato & Nick Jonas looked really cute together :D
• Okay i have to go iron my school blouse for tomorrow.
• Ahhhhhhhh schoool tomorrow! Shucks, kay nights!
  
  
  
  

• Blogger's settings are getting cocked up again! Today is Friday, 5th Sept. Ignore my blog's date and time header (:
• Study group with schoolmates yesterday.
• Slacked @ 188 with my dudes, Afifah and Nira. Trashed everything out to them about everything that was trapped inside of me for the past few weeks. I felt much better after that. Thank you korang, i love the both of you so much!
• Khairul sound me to be his partner for this coming Hari Raya. I said i'll have to ask Apek's opinion first before agreeing. I thought Khairul would understand, but instead he did something that disappoint me much.
• Its already noon and i still havent bathe. How could i? There is one huge black cockroach in my toilet D:
• Will be meeting Syaee later to collect my ciggies and her Pink blouse from her.
• Its been a rough week for her but she is still staying strong. I'm so proud of you, Iqqin. (:
• I walked home with (insert name) last Wednesday. And i still have the jingles in my body!
• My phone has been ringing since 10 minutes ago. Arie had missed call me 15 times already. I'm considering on whether to pick up or not.
• I heard its been hard for the Nlevel candidates. Come on seniorssss, endure! Jia you! (:
• Billy sucks, just sucks, and now still sucking.
• I've posted my letter of reply to Apek already after Sahur just now. (Sanggup sak pagi-pagi buta pergi post surat! Haha)
• Its already Friday. Holidays are closing in, schooool on Monday. Idk if i should be excited or not.
• Tomorrow is Saturdaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay! Home leave or no home leave? *prays hard
• Thank you to people who tagged lately. I appreciate all of your concern. I love you guys sooo much, no lie! :D
• Okay i'll be brave enough to lift up the Baygon can and spray it on the damn cockroach. You'll be dead soon little cock, *evil laugh! I'll then have my bath after that. Good luck for me people! BYE.

One short sentence, "i hate her alot"

could break out a conflict between the three of us.

And a damn huge fight between us both.

Billy, you're the BIGGEST JERK i ever faced in my life.

Just like all of them, you never treated me good nor

have you ever kept your words.

You can HATE me for all you want.

But by not explaining why you do so, would make you an

unreasonable and COWARDLY jerk.

For the weeks that we were close, i had showered

you with much love and care.

But you BETRAYED me.

And now you are telling people you HATE me?

What wrong have i ever done to you till you

harbour such ill feelings towards me?

I know its long OVER between us.

But it still sucks to know you're damned by an

EX-LOVER who left you. And what sucks most is,

he wouldnt want to tell you the reason on why he does so.

I was HURT and ANGRY at the same time.

We were arguing on the phone, shouting to each

other like noone's business.

If anyone should be hated, it should be YOU.

You TOYED with my feelings, you hurt me,

you gave me FALSE hopes and most importantly,

you BROKE my heart. Without even saying

a word of sorry, you left just like that.

And now you came back just to say this

and hurt me further?

And the sad thing is, you're not even MAN enough

to say it straight to me or even tell me your reason.

You're such a shame, Billy.

& just when i thought you were different ..

Birthday Shoutout :

To my younger sis, Nadiah Sa'it.

You've turn 11 today.

Sorry there were no celebration for you.

We all still love you though.

Stay smart and sweet, lil sister (:

Dont talk to me. I'm feeling down.

Lanchioweh. Fcuk you Billy.

I hate you, i swear i do.

Kau jln aku tk rugi sesen haram pun la sial.

Sentosa on Sunday, with my bestest bitch Siti Syairah.

It was a last minute thing after knowing that

Cloud's birthday celebration was cancelled.

She woke up early in the morning just to go

to the beach with me, despite her backbone

pain and all. She's the best man! :D

We met a whole lot of new friends there.

And i had lots of real fun, together with the

boys and my bitch (:

I LOVE YOU, SYAEE :D

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DEAREST
IQQIN WELDOT. TKMO SAD SAD OKAY,

SAYANG? WE'LL ALWAYS BE

HERE FOR YOU. (:

Its really heartbreaking to

get hurt on your birthday, i know.

The day when everyone wishes you

to be happy and all, was the day that

hurts you most. Somehow you cant

help but feel that your birthday

betrayed you. I've been through it

before and i wont let you go through

this alone. We'll meet you later

and break our fast together ok?

You can talk everything out to us

later on. Take care okay sys,

seeeee you sooon (: