Saturday, 17 November 2007

a hypocrite .
is tht what u want me to be ?
forcing me to be who i am not .
what is it tht you want to show to others ?
tht you have a good and happy family ?
when actually , we're arguing every minute whenever i'm at home .
are you so ashamed of me ?
of my attitude ? of my hair colour ?
of my eyebrows ? of how i dress ?
no matter how bad i may be , im still ur daughter .
you gotta accept me just as i am .
dont try to change me using religion .
you know tht will nvr work .
you would always scold me , "tk mkn saman punye bdk" .
then wht about you ?
you're no better .
you've punished me this way once , before .
& what happened ?
i fled from home and nvr came back till the day you came searching for me in school .
would you like it if history repeats itself ?
didnt you learn from old times' experience ?


siket pun tk heran uh kau label aku binatang .
tapi sampai ati sial kau buang sume bende aku .
sume yg aku beli pkai duit sendiri pulak tu .
buang sume yg baru-baru ;
aderh yg belom perna pkai pun .
aderh yg price tag pun belom tanggal kan siaaal .
aderh yg belom lagi kluar kn dari plastic pun .
tk berhati perot kape kau ?
$184 aku , gone gitu mcm je sial !
babi betol .
aku tau , kau yg tanggung aku nye mkn minum selame nie .
tapi tu tk bermakne kau bole tarik baleq ape ajerh yg kau nk dari aku .
lagi-lagi bende yg satu sen pun tkd pkai duit kau .
kejam siak kau .
kau tk suke rambot merah aku ,
aku da tukar .
belom puas lagi kapa kau ?
aku tk kn perna lupe kn kejadian nie luh taw .
aku used to respect kau .
tp mane kau nyerh respect utk aku in return ?
kau kutok kening aku mcm setan .
kau ugut aku , konon nye nk cukor sume bulu kening aku .
tk rugi uh siots kalau kau botak kn kening aku .
biler-biler mase je bole pi kedai buat kening angkong uh sia .
kau panggil aku anak hantu .
kau ckp aku bikin rumah kau mcm nerake .
binawe peh bpk !
eh fine luh ehq .
utk puaskn ati kau ,
aku bole angkt baju pastu jejak klua uh skrg .
aku pun tk ingin uh sia nk ddk kat dlm rumah KAU utk selamenye .
skrg skirt aku , skinnies aku , baju aku , kasut aku sume kau da buang .
aku klua mau pkai ape sia ?
tu sume kau tk fikerkn .
hp aku pun kau turut kebas .
fucktard uh siakkkkk !
sialan .

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