im foolish.
im stupid.
& im unappreciative.
i ignored the ppl who cherished me.
but cherished the person who ignored me.


i took all of you for granted,
when y'all have alr done so much for me.
i was too confident that you guys will nvr leave me,
thus i treated all of u unfairly.

Luqman ;
I was the first girl u've ever been serious with in ur secondary life.
Yet, I played with ur feelings unsympathetically.
I dumped u for a close friend of yours.
Not only have I hurt u ,
I've also made the both of ur friendship turned sour.
I'm so Sorry.


Rauf ;
The one person who had always been by my side throughout this rocky journey.
Your support and confidence in me used to mean alot to me.
Yet, i didnt appreciate it.
I know u've tried ur best,
but it still ain't enough to erase him from my heart.
please Forgive me.


Shafiq ;
i used you,
hoping that i could forget him after knowing you well.
But as soon as i knew i could not,
i ignored u just like that.
im Sorry to have treated you that way.
the Mickey that you gave me,
the song that u wrote for me,
& ur sweet voice that sang it,
will always be kept as fond memories in my heart.


Mamat ;
whatever promises that ive made to u were just a pack of lies.
ive never really love you,
like i said i did.
im Sorry to have given u so much hope when i wasnt even being true.
thanks for the watch and everything else you've given me.
i'd really appreciate them.

im really sorry, guys.
i, too, didnt want things to turn out this way.
but i had no other options.
i was lonely.
i only needed a friend to fill up my nights with,
just like what he used to do months ago.
but you guys wanted me to be more than just a friend.
please understand that ,
i can never get attached to anyone.
Ever again.
simply because,

i can never forget him.