Actually , i hve long forgotten abt this .

But since u've msged me and brought the topic up ,

let me just clear this mess once and for all .

So girlf , this is especially fr you .

Im sorry tht i didnt tell u everything tht he told me .

How was i supposed to ?

When 1/5 of whtevr he said made u real happy .

& another 4/5 of it will hurt u deeply .

Why must i be the one to reveal his awful truth to u ?

U're my good friend . But at the same time , he is my friend too .

He was the one to make me realise whtever wrongdoings tht

i've done towards another friend of ours .

U dont knw hw grateful i was to him fr tht .

Tht made it very hard for me .

Its not tht i wanted to keep the truth frm u so tht u will wait fr him like an old fool .

But i couldnt bring myself to it .

Much of whtevr tht happened btwn u and him ,

reminded me of my own present situation .

& trust me , it really does hurts to find myself helping others in their rshp when i cant even help myself in my own love life problems .

Rmbr those days when he doesnt reply to ur msges

or doesnt sms u fr the whole day ?

U may not realise it . But have u evr noticed tht usually aft u confided in me abt his attitude , only then he will reply to ur msges or evn call u few mins aft .

Wht do u think really happened ?

Do u really thought he was sincere in replying ur msges ?

Im sorry to say this dear , but he is not .

I was the one who called him and made sure tht he replied to every single msg tht u send him .

I nvr wanted to tell u all this , & i even told dearest Afa nt to say anything about it . Tht is why this secret still remained as a secret till nw .

But i no longer want to keep all these to myself .

I no longer want to hide anything else frm u .

Never had i got bored in helping u and him . But i aint any wonderwoman .

U cant expect me to be coping with ur problems when i

myself are facing with much right now .

Much things have i done without u even knowing it .

Im not expecting anything frm u in return aft telling u all this ,

please dont misundrstd .

Instead , the reason im telling u now is just so tht u knw wht really went on thruout the entire time u were with him , before u start afresh and move on .

Babe , be strong alright ?

Like i've said , u're not alone in this .

We're together in the same ocean , facing the same storms ,

only tht we're in different boats .

We can cry as much as we want .

But at the end of the day , we still have to put on a tough face to others to show tht we're fine .

& we'll prove to those guys who treated us like dirts ,

tht they can nvr bring us dwn .

Once again , i would like to apologize for keeping the truth frm u .