Thursday , 21 Feb O8 .
6.45am
today started out like Fuck. when i woke up , i felt really weak ,
just like a Shyto. Dad was giving me those cold-eyed stares and
Mummy was lecturing again before i went off for sch. kimekk !
dari dapur pun bole terpekik-pekau sak smp ke bawa pun
bole dgr. want give wake up call to the whole 182 huh !
TODAY SUCKS.
7.31am
walking up the flights of stairs were extra tiring than usual today.
& sigh ~ going to sch was such a huge mistake. Hotstuff wasnt there at
the intc. as expected , he's not coming to sch - my instincts were
veryyy right. morning assembly was such a disappointment too.
Afah wasnt at her usual spot , and i guess she mustve been
too tired due to the T&T training she went ytd. just by looking at her
empty seat could make me sigh again. the two people that i
depended on to help me de-stress wasnt here.
TODAY SUCKS.
7.48am
"u want me to conduct CME at the assembly area ? u want everybody
to know that 3E5 are ppl who nvr bring their work to sch ? u all want to
become famous and popular is it ?"
hoho ! how lame can this teacher be ? its now CME period , and Ms Ng is teaching us about respect. more than half the class didnt bring their
file. & now she is nagging.
eh tolong la ! ive had enough of naggings at home la ey !
TODAY SUCKS.
8am
now Ms Ng is asking us to participate in some dumb
activity - close our eyes and do a little self-reflection
on a particular incident that happened last wk where
we had regretted our actions.
even without closing my eyes , moments of Saturday
night kept appearing. the voices of my siblings , the hurt
faces of my parents , the tears of my mother ..... uh oh ,
why is my vision suddenly blurry ? plop ! a big fat tear
rolled down my cheeks. shit ! did Diana A and Brenda
noticed it ? phew ! they didnt , i think so.
TODAY SUCKS.
8.44am
"alright , would you like to get back ur test paper ?"
cher , can i say NO ?
i got 2/12 for my previous Geog test.
hopefully there is improvement this time.
ok wait , Ms Koh is calling my name.
yesssaarrrrrrrrrrr ! i got 7/13 la se ! 4 marks improvement ! woooo ~
but still combining the 1st test and this 2nd one , it only adds up to
9/25 - meaning i failed for Geography CA1 by 3.5 marks.
TODAY SUCKS.
9.24am
local winds ? winds on a small scale ? regional wings ?
what kind of weird titles are those ?
Geography may be interesting. but since today is such
a sucky day , ive lost concentration for it.
why is my head aching so much anyway ?
to add on to it , im darn hungryyyy.
TODAY SUCKS.
12.10am
well honestly , i was really hoping that Hotstuff might show up
during recess (deliberately late for sch). but nopenope , he
wasnt there. sighhh ~ the mee bandung wasnt nice at all.
& the chicken costs me 80cents , when its only the size of my
middle finger. such a waste of MY $2 siaaal !
TODAY SUCKS.
1.26am
Mrs Chan , can i cry ?
i'm sorry Fidah , ive failed my Maths CT. BADLY.
sorry to have wasted your time to teach me all this while
when i cant even get a pass. am i born to be that Stupid ?
oh fuck it ! and why must this Chan call me out to do qns
when im in this kind of state ? huh Q9 , ex 6A ? i didnt even knw
there was hmwk. & why isnt the headache going away ?
TODAY SUCKS.
why is it tht i felt so lifeless today when u werent there ?
i miss seeing your face , bby.
do come sch tmr , will you ?
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