Saturday, 29 March 2008.

Every human have their own limits of patience.
I'm a human too, and i guess my patience string has snapped.
You've changed, to become a person that is very different from what you really are.
First came the wild lifestyle, then came in the frequent fights that u've been having.
I dont know how much longer i can put up to this, bby.
I dont know if i can continue loving someone who cant even behave like a human now.
I dont even know if i can still bring my heart to wait for you still.
I've heard alot about your fanatic activities since a very long time ago.
But, ive kept numb and tried not to think too much of it.
Everytime a new story about you comes in, i would just shut my ears off,
hoping its all untrue.
But injuring a friend of mine ? Thats the biggest and final blow,
and i cant take it anymore.
You would think that physically hurting one person is nothing.
But u dont know how many more were emotionally hurt by what u've done.
Some are crying because they think that the reason for his bruises were not worth it,
while some were just utterly disappointed in you.
Do u know what its like for me to be walking around, only to hear ppl
cursing and bad-mouthing you ? Even though i myself think that what you
did to him was unreasonable, it still hurts to be hearing ppl bitching about you.
You've really changed, bby.
You've changed into the kind of person that i can never love.
Maybe i'm just not prepared for that type of change in you.
Maybe i'm not meant for the new you.
Maybe its better if you just remain as my past.
Maybe, its finally time for me to let this love go.

After a year of patience and perseverance, im ready to confess that I Give Up.
Its of no use anymore waiting, because he can never be mine.
Its not just his feelings that had changed, but also his attitude and everything else.
He isnt the guy that i used to know. And i dont think i can love the new him.



It was on the 29 March 2007, when he threw me out of his life.
Now, exactly one year after, on the 29 March 2008,
i finally threw my love for him out of my life.
May all this be for the better. Aamin. (: