8 March . ❤

It was on the 8th March 2007 , when we first met.
You gave me a smile that i could never forget.
Soon after , you gave me a kind of love that i never had.
You knew the right words to make me smile.
Boy , u're the only one i've loved all this while.


Never had i wanted separation to happen between us.
I could only accept it , if you think that was what best for you.
There wasnt a need for you to tell me the reason why u're leaving.
Because if leaving me would make you happy , then its better if you just leave.


Tell me , what can i do ?
Im crazy for you but there's no place to take this affection.
What can i say ?
Ive tried so hard to look away but my heart still wants you.
Why did you let this love go by ?
Why must you feed another flame and let this first one die ?


Only God knows how hard it was for me trying to forget you.
To be seeing you almost everyday ,
to be hearing your voice & your laughter everywhere near me.
To be walking around , only to find that wherever i go held memories of you and me together.
How would there possibly ever a time when my mind is free from you ?


From you , i learned that no one is responsible to make someone else happy.
I can choose to be happy or sad , & whichever i choose is what i will get.
I've got a shelter over my head and i've got great friends ,
So why should i choose to be sad ?

But you aint my happiness.
I dont need you to make me happy.
Instead , i need you to motivate me in life.
You're the reason I still keep coming to school.
Without you , how am i supposed to go on ?


Couples are celebrating their 1 year of together-ness.
While i'm here celebrating my 1 year of loneliness.
Truthfully , i was never mad at what u've did.
And even if i was at first ,
Boy , i miss you more than i'm mad.


Its one year now.
And even if you're out there happy with someone else ,
I'll still be waiting . (: