"A tattoo is beautiful and permanent.

But it can still be removed, only with much difficulties and pain.

It all depends on your courage and on whether

are you ready to have it lasered off from your skin.

You're like a tattoo on my heart,

which used to look big and beautiful but seems

dull and ugly to me now.

Its just waiting for its time to be removed,

but i'm delaying it cause i'm afraid of the scars left

behind after the surgery."

- Diy Sa'it

Haaaaha, just a little nonsense i wrote in

Malay class when i was bored. Inspired by

the song Tattoo by Jordin Sparks. (:

I'm really sorry.

You can give me all the time in the world

but it still wont be long enough for me to forget

him and what he did.

I didnt mean to hurt the both of you this way.

But do understand that i'm hurting too deep inside.

He's a coward, he's a jerk. Yes, i know.

And you have been asking why am i still hoping.

Truth is, i myself dont know the answer.

What i only know is that, i'm still in love with

an ex lover who broke my heart twice, cheated on

his girl with me, then running off to someone else

way back into his past, without even taking responsibility

for what he did cause he isnt man enough.

No one is perfect. Neither am i, nor him.

So i cant blame myself for loving a bastard like him.

Oh anyway, Happy Birthday Nurul Mardiah! :D

Hope you liked the birthday song dedicated to

you in class earlier on.