Wild Child
We've always been advised not to go against our parents as they are the ones
who's holding the full authority over us. Ya, true. But what if their decision
is against our wishes? It is also said that the right time will come for our
parents to give us our total freedom. Ya, thats also true. But when exactly is
the right time? Is 15 right enough? I understand that every parent always
have the best intentions for their child. But sometimes they go to the extreme
ways in wanting the best that they forgot to consider the feelings and
opinions of the child him/herself.

When we were still small toddlers back then, we will cry out loud when mummy
refuse to let us eat sweets before bedtime. But now at the brink of adulthood,
we eat anyway regardless of what they have to say. Thats what teenagers are
for. Our full-time job is to rebel. Mum says, "no tube tops" you wear them
anyway. Dad says, "be home by 10" but you breach it till midnight. They
ground you for failing your exams, you go out anyway. Arent those the ups
and downs of being a teenager?

Being caught for the second time is nothing. Personally i dont mind the record
and the fact that i'll end up in court if caught for the third time. But what
about the trust and freedom used to be given to me? I realise i am at
fault and somehow i want to repent but at the same time, i dont want to give up
my current lifestyle just yet. Life is getting so complicated that even after
going for my Sunday class at the mosque didnt help me find my inner peace.
Now tell me dear readers, whats a girl suppose to do at a time like this?