Finally after what it feels like so long,

ive come back home. Thank you

to Syaee baby and Big Brother for bringing

me home. Alhamdulillah, things have been

much better. Not forgetting my new friend too,

Achmat/Achmad? Whatever his name is, for

his advises and opinions. And sorry to Uni whose

name was also dragged in when he wasnt even

with me at all. Sesapa yang pepandai peng nama

kau tu, kita pelan-pelan carik sesama kay? (:

Surprisingly, Mum was cool with who i am

and whatever i had done. Despite having to go to and

fro back to school for counselling, Dad didnt even hit

or touched me a single bit. Im allowed to keep my

eyebrow and tongue piercing. And she even allowed

me to wander off to Sembawang Park alone to have

some peace of mind on my own. The sound of the waves

crashing onto the walls of the jetty, the faint stars in

the sky really brought my memories back to Bintan.

I miss Bintan, and those times i had. Hahaha only

the closest of the closest shall know of what

happened :D

And oh ya, there were news told to Mum. Hahaha

i didnt know im still one hot topic in school huh?

Even teachers know about what happened between

me and (insert name)? Now who are these students who

cant keep their smelly mouth shut from talking about

others? And just when i thought those days of gossiping

about me was over, hah! Hellooo, my virginity isnt much

of your concern. If you think spreading around rumours

about my sex life would do you any good, then go ahead.

But let me tell you something, i rarely keep secrets from

my Mum. She already knows how filthy and stinky the

mouth of some people in the school. So if you think she'd

choose to believe your stupid rumours over me, then

i think you need to think again (:

Okay, this is just a short update to tell others
out there that im still alive and kicking.
I think i should go and have my bath now cause
i'll be meeting Ayie soon for Ryan's birthday
bbq. Hahaha i need a present, i need one badly! ;D