Wednesday, 10 December 2008

The further i try to walk away,
the harder you pulled me back.
I thought reality would snap me back
once we've reached back to our homeland.
But i thought wrong.
Friends keep telling me its fate that
brought us back together, once again.
But no, things were different then. I'm
really trying my very best to deny those emotions
ive developed for you over these weeks.
Even though deep inside i badly want you
to want me, miss me, adore me, cherish me,
care for me and tell me that im the one you love.
Too bad for us, things have changed.
Yes, you've taken care of me well for these
past nights. And im thankful for that.
I was drunk, yet i could feel your lips on mine
and your hands locked with mine. Could
you please explain to me whats all that about?
Cause i really dont understand you.
Thanks to you, ive never felt this happy since so long.
But i think its time this happiness should
stop. Cause this happy feeling feels so wrong.
The more time we spent together, the more memories
i will have with you. You may have your girlfriend to
distract you from what we have shared but i dont.
So let us go back to how it used to be, where you
would be happily together with your girlfriend
while i'll just sit and rot away in my single life.

Thank you for those great nights you've asked me
out. I'm sure i'll miss you. I really will.

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