Oooooo wideee smile :D

Taken by Syaee Mollie, in Starbucks.

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She wanted it, but lost.

She ended it with a slap to cover her busted ego.

I didnt give her a return cause i was already satisfied

to see her in her bloody state.

Please wake up and learn from your mistakes.

You may be good in cursing but your fighting skills

are just not the same.

I'm not bragging, i'm just stating the fact.

There wasnt any weapon. And nobody from my side was

even there to help. It was all fair play. So go keep

your dissatisfaction to yourself.

Until the day you've grown up and learn to

admit defeat, then i'll give you that little respect

you deserve.

Humans are greedy.

They will do anything just so they could win.

Get up from your fall and move on.

Think of your shame rather than winning.

Its time for blogging now!

Its been 3 days since i last update.

Nothing much happened over these days.

Nira Rapid ;

Do come to school if you're feeling fine

tomorrow! You dont look or act

sick eh just now, so you better come!

Me and Afifah misssss bullying you :D

Apiq Ramos ;

Sorry about what happened to you

and you Gf. I know its difficult, but try

to be strong okay? I'm always just a text

away if you need someone to talk too. (:

Aaaaaaaand,

Lala Jepon bwk turun

laki dia sekali ke ape siaaal besok!

I aint afraid of you, bitch.

And that goes the same for your

boyfriend. I cant wait to meet the two

of you tomorrow!

Kite akan tengok sape yang kaki

pukol eh! Cheebai peh boncet.

I think thats all for now.

I'll update you guys more in a few days time.

Goodnight everyone! :D

Yesterday (Saturday, 26 July) ,

out and about with sis Iqqin. (:

Love love her,

but sorry i made plans with someone else

for the night and had to go off early.
But anyway, i had fun with you. (:

And thanks Iqqin for accompanying me
search the whole of Bugis for the skirt
that i want. With our persistence and patience,
i finally got my knee-length skirt that i've been
wanting :D I love Iqqin superbly man. (:

Have a great Sunday, yow people!
Take care. (:

"A tattoo is beautiful and permanent.

But it can still be removed, only with much difficulties and pain.

It all depends on your courage and on whether

are you ready to have it lasered off from your skin.

You're like a tattoo on my heart,

which used to look big and beautiful but seems

dull and ugly to me now.

Its just waiting for its time to be removed,

but i'm delaying it cause i'm afraid of the scars left

behind after the surgery."

- Diy Sa'it

Haaaaha, just a little nonsense i wrote in

Malay class when i was bored. Inspired by

the song Tattoo by Jordin Sparks. (:

I'm really sorry.

You can give me all the time in the world

but it still wont be long enough for me to forget

him and what he did.

I didnt mean to hurt the both of you this way.

But do understand that i'm hurting too deep inside.

He's a coward, he's a jerk. Yes, i know.

And you have been asking why am i still hoping.

Truth is, i myself dont know the answer.

What i only know is that, i'm still in love with

an ex lover who broke my heart twice, cheated on

his girl with me, then running off to someone else

way back into his past, without even taking responsibility

for what he did cause he isnt man enough.

No one is perfect. Neither am i, nor him.

So i cant blame myself for loving a bastard like him.

Oh anyway, Happy Birthday Nurul Mardiah! :D

Hope you liked the birthday song dedicated to

you in class earlier on.

Today was just like any other day.

School was normal,

and so is everything else.

Study date with Fiefie was cancelled due to
her N level orals. Hopefully she did fine.

And oh, get well soon sis. (:

Went home and got changed,

before lepaking with Afah and Nira Dude,
together with Naz and Hafiz at 188.

Alyssa Miami came too!

Oh goddddd, miss this elder kakak of mine -.-

Spent time eating, slacking and hell yeaaa, dancing :D

Also, Afifah had her own concert there to entertain us.

Hah, that funny ss ass.

Photos on Racial Harmony Day,

Monday, 21 July 08. (:

Thats's all people!

Have a great night. (:

Had a great time yesterday,

190708. (:

Met up with Sis Iqqin and her bestfriend, Aisha
at CCK intc before heading off to Bugis Street
for our late lunch and some shopping.

Took train to City Hall back to meet Acun and Atiq
at Peninsular for some lepaskan-rindu sessions. :D

After lots of negotiations and thinking, the three of us

girls bought the same hoodie together, but with

different colour stars on it.
Thanks sis for the $5 topup! (:

When night starts to fall, we hung out at City Hall Mrt Station steps as i was waiting for Shafiq. He was stuck in a traffic jam and will be late. Told them to head Orchard first if they want to but they couldnt bear to leave me waiting alone. Awww, so sweet of them. Sayaaang bro sis aku. :D When Shafiq FINALLY reached at around 8, i waved goodbye to them and went off to Marina Square with him. It was all purely coincidence ; When we were walking, fireworks appeared and we stopped to admire it. Ahh, so coool. Then when we were walking around to find the bustop for home, we bumped into The Arts House' gig then stopped and listened to it for half an hour or so. They were so goooood man. *Eh you, rambot mop. Hahaha xD We also bumped into Eng Choon and gang. I felt so . I can see that he looked . I'm sorry. But it was a tough choice.

Goodnight people. (:

THANKYOU FRIENDS FOR THE

WISHES AND GIFTS. ITS ALL EITHER

ORANGE OR MICKEY, AWWW! :D

I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOOOOOVE YOU

GUYS VERY MUCH.

AND SYAEE & FIEFIE, FOR THE POST ON YOUR BLOG. (:

AND AND, MUMMY, FOR THE SHOPPING TRIP TODAY

AS MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT! ((:

Yes, i'm hurt.

But i'm not showing it.

Didnt realise that i could act this well,

even he can't see the disappointment.

Maybe i'll bring this secret talent of mine

to Hollywood one day.

Of all days, why must it be today?

Its great that,

you got what you've been wanting.

And you've gotten back what you lost.

Cant you at least give me a happy birthday,

by not throwing the tearful truth to my face?

Or by simply wishing?

Am i even a friend to you?

What is it about me that makes it so hard for

you to show others we're friends?

I thought you've grown up to become a man now.

I thought you'd learn to appreciate friends better, after what had happened.

It seems that i thought wrong.

Saying it with a wide smile :D ,

I've turned 15 today.

I've got a new boyfriend, everyone :D
I call him Handsome.
He has four legs, one tail and a three-tone colour fur.
Presenting .. my cutest baby ever,

It was just yesterday, when i was having my evening nap.
Suddenly my siblings shook me vigorously to wake me up.
Together, they pulled me out to the corridor of our house.
There, i saw a small little kitten purring at the edge of my
school shoes. By the first look, i thought it looked like a
typical kucing-kurap (heh sorry, i dont know what its called
in English). But after having a good look at it, i find it
really cute! He loves snuggling up in between my legs.
That cat also didnt want to let go of its claws off me.
Its big eyes looked so cute that i cant bear to throw
him away. So i asked my parents whether i could keep
the cat until it grows older. They said YES. Thats
why Handsome is still here right now. In fact, he's
sitting beside me just staring at the computer
screen. :D Oh i just love this handsome cat of mine.
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Pictures taken on Sunday, 13 July. Went out and about
with sis Iqqin. Had a great time with her. Swear i love her!
And of course, sis Fie too. But for some reasons, she couldnt
tag along with us. Nope, we didnt quarrel or what.
But those reasons are personal and cant be said here :D

Traaaaaaaalalalalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ~
Its just 2 days awaaaaaaaaaaaaay :D

This was what you said,
"Ahhh, i plan something for your birthday already."
I wonder if you remember those plans. Or even my birthday at all.

Second post for the day.

Went walking around at Lot 1 with Dzul just now.

Thanks for the dinner. At DeliFrance sioool, heh. ThankQ. (:

Somebody wasnt free as he went church with his friends.

For fun? Wth, haha. You should know who you are ahhh :D

Dont be mad that i went with someone else okay.

Oh i just love you, friend. But i'm still not ready. (:

My blog is a place where i express my feelings -

be it hatred, jealousy, happy, sad or etc.

And i'm willing to take the risk of everyone

knowing it by not privating my blog.

I would be glad to share my ups and downs,

my achievements and failures here.

Cause i aint afraid to let people know how much

of a loser i can be. Most importantly,

i cant just show people the good side of me and

hide the bad one, can i ? Cause that would make

me a double-faced bitch, which i am not.

1 week-1 day=6 days

moooooooooooooooooooore to go! :D

Time check:11.29pm

Damn, this Blogger's time settings sucks.

I've changed my blogskin.
Its bright Oraaaaaange! And its coool.
Would love to thank Syaee Mollie for everything. (:
All is changed now. Everything seemed like hers.
Even the design and tagboard is hers! Haha.
Love her to bits and pieces alright.
Thank you, once again Shy!

Anyway, its Saturday!
And i'm currently here stuck at granny's home.
I wanna go ooooout.
But have not decided with who and where yet.
My legs are aching due to touring of polytechnics
for the past two days,but i still want someone to
bring me walk around town! :D

On Thursday,
BBSS' Sec 3 Exp and NA students went to
Ngee Ann Poly for our course talks. We were all
divided into different groups based on the course we
choosed. Afifah and I picked out Health&Life Sciences
and we got to taste biscuits added with liquid nitrogen
to give us an airy breath. You know like, in the
winter season, when the Ang Mohs talk in the
snow when they are cold, their breath will be smokey
as well? Aaaaahah! Thats what we got to exprience.
Cool isnt it. We also got to check out their Operation
Theatre Room where they use to study their medical
practical and so forth. Oh ya, the whole lot of us got to
watch a performance by the Baracudas - a CCA musical
group formed by the Ngee Ann students.
They were damn cool, i tell you!
I'm sooo in love with them. *starry-eyed*
Hahahahahahaha.

Yesterday,
was a joke! Really.
As Environment Club members, Afifah and
I represented BBSS for the Green Genius
2008 competition at the Singapore Poly.
(okay, stop laughing) We went there only with the
support of our school TA, Min Ying, and Nira Dude.
Pathetic club of ours huh? :D
Went through the preliminary round but we
didnt get into the top 4 positions.
We weren't disappointed,
because we sort of expected it.
I mean, come on, Raffles Inst.?
Raffles Girls? Hwa Chong?
Tanjong Katong Convent?
Those were our rivals man.
We might have a chance in sports or stuffs,
but the questions were based on Geography
and Science. Haaaha. Icouldn't even pass
at least one of those two subjects!
Me and Afifah were laughing all the way in
the theatre hall to shake our stress out.
But anyway, it was a good experience.
And we got to make new friends.
So it was a good deal alright! :D

Firstly, i would like to thank Siti Syairah for accompanying

me to Imm yesterday to search for birthday gifts.

She's the best ever! :D
As for the Fish&Chips, its my pleasure babe.

You have got me the perfect presents for my Granny

and Mummy, so its my turn then to treat you lunch! (:
Great to know that you had fun. Cause i had too!

Much more pictures will be found at Syaee's blog.
I'm too lazy to upload. Typically me, hahahaha. (:

After our shopping was done and i got both presents
that i wanted for my grandma and mom, we took 188
and proceed off to CCK. Waved goodbye to Shyy Baby as she went to meet Zach at Lot One, while i took 190 to
cousin's house at Bukit Panjang.
And and, sumpah sial matrep cck intc sume gatal! D:

Okay, so here's my Granny Katie with her big birthday cake. (:

Deeluh was out, so i bonded with Fifie and Ninie cousin.
Had reeeeaaal fun! And standardly, nonsense nonsense.
Sorry to NPCC cadets that i played with your uniform.
But hey, it was just for the joke of it. No offense ya. (:

Hahahahahahaha! Those were the things i found in
their room. Was bored so decided that playing around
with it wont hurt, right ? :D

Alright people, take care! Aaaaaand,
Happy Birthday, Mummy Hamidah! (:

Aiyaaaa, my fringe just sucks. Haha.

Hello people. Its Monday, 12 am right now.
Happy Youth Day, youths! :DD
Just came home from Bugis Street with Zura and

Hadah-my best crazy cousins.
Currently waiting for Syaee Mollie to online.

I want my Ubin pictures badly! D:
Hey best crazy cousins, you guys made my day.
And thanks to Hadah for the early birthday present.
Which by the way, 11 more daaaaaaaaaaaaays. :D
We'll do this again next month aye? For Hadah's birthday pulak.
Hmmm, will be searching for my mummy's present tmrw.
But i've only got 2 bucks with me. Wth am i going to buy for her man?
Hahaha. I'll think of something tomorrow la. (:


Anyway, to bestest peeps-Fifie, Fiefie, Syaee, Nira, Adele
and Hate Spamer? (hah, i know who you are).
Thank you alright for the tags. And Nira, for the shoutout on your blog.

Love you guys. I will be strong,

so as long as you guys are here with me. (:
Whoever that passerby is, lets grind them to death after i find out.

No matter how hard it is,

i'll be fine without you. (:

So what if people were to know?

Call me a slut, a whore.

Whatever that will make you girls happy.

I've been through this before.

This doesnt matter me one bit.

Haaaaha. Tough luck, bitch.

Ahhhhh, its three in the morning.

And i cant sleep. I dont know why.

Currently watching 'The Ghost' on Channel U and

blogging, duhhh! Haha.

Will be going Ubin with the environmentalists later on.

Gotta catch some sleep sooon.

Or else, i'll be very tired then.

Takecare people.

Hopefully i'll have fun with my dudes later on. (:

2 more weeeeeeksssssssssssssssssssss! :D

That lovely lady behind me is Afifah Miami.

If you were to see us all huggy and lovey-dovey,

please dont get mistaken alright.

We're not lesbos. We just love each other too much.

I swear, she is even better than any other boy i've been through.

And i would rather die than to give her up. (:

Both Nira and Afifah dude left school early for their O Level Oral exams today.

They were the ones sitting for it, but i was the one feeling nervous.

Like reaaaaaally nervous! Was hugging and shaking their hands all the way.

All the best for the both of you alright. And to all my other friends who also

sat for their oral today, how did it go?

Hopefully you guys did well just now and may you all pass

with flying colours. (:

Somehow, people just dont learn their lesson, do they ?
Years have passed. You still have not grown up.
You are still gossiping around about others in that tiny world of yours.
While people around you matures each year,
you are still stuck in that childish mind you have.
Oh girl friend, let us rewind back to the past alright.
Who were the friends who helped you through all hardships
when you were in sec one?
Who were the girls who used to wipe away your tears every day
when you cried for him?
Who were the ones who brought you and him back together,
in the first place?
Come on girl, wake up your idea.
Why is it that you've been treating us as though we were sworn enemies?
Its time you throw away your attitude and start appreciating your friends.
Or can i say, your EX friends ?
You were the one who left us as soon as things got better
between you and him.
If you can lead your own life, i can too.
And if i dont mess into your life, you shouldnt too.
So i dont see the need of you busybody-ing into mine or his life alright.
We made a mistake and we knew it.
But we dont need outsiders like you to poke your busybody
nose around just to make life even more difficult for us.
Are you that bored with your current life?
That you have to go around spreading stories about other people's life?
Fuckdamn bitch. Go get a new life then, if you are.

- Specially for you.