Boys Are Boys.
Im confused. Im blank. And i really dont know
what is going on. But what i'm certain of is that,
i will not allow anyone to succeed hanging clouds
over me. You may have brought me down years back.
But not now, not anymore. I refuse to falter in
what I believe or loose faith in my dreams this time.
Because of you, i turned my back on my studies,
friends and family. Because of you, i became highly
dependent on boys. And now because of you again, i
have lose faith in them. Without any sense of shame,
you can say whatever you want about me. But i can
guarantee you a decade that your stinking words aint
bringing me down. Try as hard as you might. We'll see
who'll be at the losing end then. You were not even
man enough to voice out whats been inside of you all
this while and yet, now that im gone you have the
guts to do all this? Woah where did all that sudden
power came from? Wimp. Do me a favour, will you? Go
place yourself infront of a mirror and reflect on
whether, Do you really have the right to criticise me
as and when your mouth likes after all that hurt
you've put me through? If you really have got no
sense of shame, go ahead and continue on with your
childish games of making fun of me to others. Cause
now that ive seen your true colours, i dont mind at
all to lose my dignity through someone who also has
no dignity himself.

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Okay, time to cut this emo crap out. That post up

there is about someone whom my impression for him

has gone thirty feet down because of what he has done.

Bleah, just ignore it alright (: Anyway! Tomorrow is
my Best Bitch's birthday! And ive bought her something

and i hope that she will like it. May be celebrating it

together with her tomorrow and some other group of

friends. Cant wait cant wait! :D

Just so in case i dont have time to post a birthday

wish for her here tomorrow, i'll post it now instead.

Happy Sweet Sixteen, Siti Syairah Hasri! (:

May all your wishes come true, my dear. The

friend who has always been there for me, through

ups and downs or the good and bad. Even though

we've been far apart these few weeks, lets study

well and strive hard for our national exams

together alright? Jia You! And not forgetting,

I Love You (:

Life's Good.
Yea, its true. Everything has been going smoothly for me
for the past few days. School was even better today!
Supposedly were to have a total of 3 free periods as
Mdm Mastuty and Mrs Chan was absent today.
However Ms Dianah took our last free period slot
to settle some admin matters and showed us a video
about the reproduction in plants. Heh cool or what?
Today was also a happy recess for the three of
us - Afah, Nira and ME! Why? Heee, thats for us to
know and for you to find out (: After school was
even better! For Afifah, at least :D The three of us were
separated - Afah with her track and field, Nira with idk
who and where and me with various people travelling
all around the school. Someone said "my one and only",
"you're still mine" and "she (referring to her) very cute eh"
to Afifah! AWWWWWWWW ;D Hmm anyway i headed
straight home @ 5 as the meet-up with Ayie was
postponed to tomorrow instead. Yaaaaayyyy im
getting Twilight from him tomorrow! Im so so going
to watch it over and over again la! :D Okay people, till
here now! Good night (: I have yet to dig into my piggy
bank for $$$$ for my Jogathon card. Anyone willing to
donate some cash into mine? ;D

"You so beauty(?) already,

why must go pierce?"

Hello people. I'm back! :D

Mersing, Malaysia was great. The photo
above is taken at a Padi field located near

the resort. Beautiful, isnt it? Heh i dont mean

myself, but the greenery behind me (:

However, the resort we stayed in was

really (insert adjective).

Though there was tv and aircon, i really

expected more of it. Mum says i'm too pampered

with modernisation thats why i made such a fuss

when i entered such a small and dusty room

as our resort. But hey, im not spoilt or

pampered or whatsoever, but the pictures i saw

on the Net about the resort was totally different,

thats why! Tsk such great advertising skills.

But oh well, we wont ever know if we have never

tried before right? My stay there was wonderful

though. I shopped (!), swam, watched Astro,

flew kites, made friends with aunties,

little children, boys, girls, babes and hunks

from both Singapore and Malaysia. The view

and scenery there was fascinating too (:

Before my family and I went to the resort

for our vacation, we met up with my relatives

@ Muar first to attend a wedding gathering

there. The bride was gorgeous! I didnt realise

i had such a beautiful cousin despite frequently

going back and fro during holidays, silly me :D

Left the house @ 4am. We thought we were late when

actually we were so so so much more earlier than the

rest. Stuck at Tuas for 2 hours and had to wait for

another 3 hours for the rest of the clan to come :(

@ Pagoh Rest & Relax Area, while waiting

for my super late cousins to arrive.

Happily Married! May your marriage last

long till generations (:

Sri Mersing Resort's beach restaurant (the only one still

smiling strong :D)

Kite Flying! Notice the colourful objects in the sky?
Those are kites flown by most there. Spot mine :D

Cute little siblings. While waiting

for sunset (:

Okay till here then. Those piles of homework in

my school bag are already calling me to be done.

And to those who tagged, thanks alot! And i'm sorry

for keeping you waiting for my update, Deela (:

Toodles everyone. See y'all in school tomorrow!

Chinese New Year Celebrations!

Started off the day with Mother Tongue Reading

then had 1h 15mins of studying before

having our combined recess. After eating, went

to the Student Plaza to check out the Sagano High

students. Awww they were all so handsome,

so gorgeous and so cute! :D Afifah & Anne

took a photo with this guy who has the caucasian

mixed looks while i was still busy eating with

Eunice and Maggie! Walao not fair :(

But well, its okay.. I still got to take photos with

some other cute ones :D

After that, we proceeded to the hall for the CNY concert.

The concert was errrr.. no comments? Heheh.

I seriously preferred last year's concert though,

where 3E5 got to sit way infront of the stage.

Everything was so clear in vision and we got

to catch lots of sweets thrown by the lion dancers.

Ooo cool or what? Hafiz and the boys' performance

was cute though! Surprisingly they did great

despite not rehearsing much for it. Was

screaming for Beatrice's name when the Chinese

Orchestra team came out to play their songs (must

appreciate hor, Beat :D) The concert went on with

games and quizzes which i couldnt even hear well

cause im still not used to seating far behind. Finally

the lion dance troupe came. We were soo excited but

then it turned out to be a disappointment, hmm. Sat

beside my crazy auntie (Eunice) and Afah & Anne. Was

goofing around with them while the selected people on

the stage were tossing the Chinese salad (sorry, i forgot its

name). Finally we were dismissed! Got out of school and

went for our smokebreak. With nothing to do, we went

back into school. And still with nothing to do, we went

back out of school. Afah & Anne sent me back home

since there was no one to spent time with and we were

all starting to get restless. Got home, had my lunch

and here i am blogging. One conclusion ;

Friday is definitely a No Life Day.
Whoever created Thank God Its Friday! (TGIF) must
have really hated his work schedule that much cause
Fridays are = boredom to me -.-

Aiyoooo im really very bored le.

Tomorrow wont be joining my other friends for Flag Day

cause im going off to Malaysia with family and

relatives. CIP hours wasted right? Tsk. Just hoping that

the trip across the borders would be a great one to

make up for me missing the Flag Day (:

Hopefully i'll have a safe journey tomorrow.

May you have a great long weekend. And

Happy Chinese New Year to those

celebrating! :D

School draggeeeed on slowly today.
Things only sped up during PE because things
were done physically. Anyway i think i left my
orange file under my table in Biology class.
Haaaha so careless of me, the door is already

locked by the time i went to check so it looks like

i'll have to wait for tomorrow to collect it back,

if its still there. So that means there's no

assignments for me to do tonight as everything

is in the file, sighs. Hmm nothing much happened

today. Ayie fetched me from school today and

we went to Sim-ply to buy some stuffs and

slacked awhile before off i go to meet Eunice

to have our late lunch. After that, sent that crazy

auntie to her bustop before going back home :D

By the way, that cat up there is Handsome and i miss him. I wonder where is he right now.. I wish he's here to shake this boredom out of me :(

Come And Go.
True friends stay. The rest merely come and go.
You were never sincere in being friends with me.
All those nicey acts were just an armour to shield off
those tricks up your sleeves. You know boy, you can
change your style, you can change your hair, you
can change the colour of your eye, but never ever
change who you are. But too bad for you, you have
changed both inside out. And im telling you, your
change aint for the better. If this is what
friendship means to you, then i can bet you'll never
have a friendship that lasts. You hid things from me,
you treated me like your spare and you betrayed me.
Haven't you ever considered about my feelings before?
Its always been about you, isn't it? Im so sick of you being
so self-centered and putting me in the dark. Saying sorry
cant save a heart thats already broken, but it can at
least makes someone feel better. Knowing you as someone
who finds sorry the hardest thing to say, i would not put my
hopes too high to hear an apology from you.
Because hoping for you is like wishing for snow in Singapore.

Met up with pretty cousins just now @

Adele's house. Heee sorry babe

i forgot about your dress! Remind me about

it next time im coming over okay! (: Heeehe.

Had a little girl talk with them and i

shared lots that has happened to me for the past

weeks. Too busy chit chatting that i didnt even feel

the vibration when [insert name] called me. He miss

called me 5 times until i realised. Saaap! In my head,

i was thinking "After one whole week of silence,

you're calling me only now?" But i didnt think much of

it though cause ive already expected that it was

actually my kembar seblok (neighbour :D) who called

using his phone. But oh well, it doesnt even matter

anymore. If i can live my past years without

him, im sure i'll be able to do the same

now. Okay, a short post will do for today.

Cause i have to prepare my stuffs for school tomorrow.

Heee, im looking forward to school these few days,

thanks to someone in particular :DDDDDD

Anyway, i went for my weekly classes @ the mosque

again today. Ive been going for three weeks straight

now. And ive never felt more proud of myself! Even

Mum is proud of me, she kept boasting to Granny

about the improvement in my behaviour :D I hope i

can really continue to be this good till after my O's.

God willing, and this is all thanks to the motivating

words from my kembar seblok, thanks ah dude (:

Okay i have to go off and iron my school blouse now!

Goodnight everyone, see me in school tomorrow :D

Hello people, how was your day?
Mine was definitely great, though it was tiring.
School went smoothly today. Time flies very fast
during lessons, and that obviously feels good!

Went home straight after sch to put my bag,

eat, wash up and change to my pe attire before off

i go back to sch for the cca showcase. Actually,

i have no cca to showcase in particular but having

nothing to do, i thought i might as well
drop by and see how are my friends doing in psycho-ing

the juniors to join their cca. Hahahaha!

Walked round and round the sch with Afah and Nira.

But i always got separated from them due to my

distractions whenever i talked to the ex-bbssians.
Hey its been a long time and we had lots of catching up to

do! Lucky for me, Afifah and Nira are such understanding

friends (: Also, i kept bumping into Shao Jie and his super

irritating 'soulmate' who keeps on bullying me everytime he

sees me (Show Chan-did i spell that right?) And we

were kept entertained by the best known dancer in bbss,
which is none other than .... Shannon! :D

Jumped up and down hysterically while shouting,
"Fiefieeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!"

The bully (Show Chan) does not know how to smile ;D

Oh yeaaa, i feel like an NCC cadet once again.

Friends who have alr graduated and safely

made it into ITE (:

Have you seen anyone who looked ever so happy when they see ghosts? Well, we were (fake ones anyway :D)It feels so cool to pose with them. Once again, it reminds me of how it felt when i was still an NCC cadet.

The showcase ended around 6 plus. Not knowing

where to go, we sat on the seats infront of the

general office before leaving the school at 7.30.

Afifah, Nira and Louisse sent me home. Thank you,

love you guys! And as for Louisse, please cheer up.

Please know that you still have us. Hopefully

you're feeling better now (:

Okay i'll be stopping here as i want to watch

Love Story 2050 (a Hindustani movie). Its a DVD

i borrowed from Afifah and i want to finish watching

it by this weekend. So till here then, nights everyone!

On an additional note :

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY,

BEATRICE TAN!

Must strive hard for O's hor!

Enjoy your sweet sixteen,

Beat Box! :D

I still owe you a present anw,

you just wait ah. Long long

also still must wait okay :DD

Happy Birthday.

I just hope that we could

get back together just like how it

used to be last time. I miss you.

You'll always and forever be my

one and only big brother, no matter what.

Finally after halfway through completing my Malay

assignment, i gave up on the last few questions and

proceeded on to my Internet time instead (: Heeehe.

Anyway, school is averagely great today. I still havent

yet adapt to the homeroom system. Its making me tired

and personally, i think its just a waste of time having

to walk to and fro for every lesson. But on the brighter side,

shifting classroom in between lessons enables me to

constantly bump into lots of people, and one person in

particular :D But somehow though, i miss the Toh Tuck

Campus. It feels more homely and cosy there, even

though its old and abit run down. Hahaha, it feels weird to

see myself type that out. Cause last

year, ive been dying to get out from the old campus as

soon as possible and quickly move back in the new sch

building. And now here i am, fickle-mindedly saying that i

prefer the old campus. But whatever it is, i only have a few

more months to Jia You on till my O's are over. I saw the

faces of joy and sadness on my seniors' faces during

result-taking. I hope i can be among those who were

smiling or crying with joy next year. Even better, among

those names who got to appear on the screen as

Distinction holders. HAHAHAHA oh come on, dream

on la Diyana! Hahahaha okay i shall stop building

20-storey sandcastles in the air now and better

get some sleep cause tomorrow would be a looooong

day for me, with Physics and Maths ISPL tests around.

So enjoy your sleep everyone, goodnighhhhhhhhhht :D

Anyway Afaaaah,

the locker people never

gave me a call at all!

I think you're right,

they CHEATED ON US!

As you can see, blogskin changed. Plain and simple :D

Thank you to Syaee for allowing me to borrow her

template as a guide (:

Okay today, Syaee accompanied me

to meet Az after school. Bumped into Emie at the

bustop and we chit chatted awhile with that

badut while waiting for the bus, heheheh.

Had my eyebrow re-pierced and then off we go to

Jurong to meet Mash, Liy & friends.

Ahhhhh i missed Liy, y'know! :D

But oh well, will be meeting them on Thurs again

to settle some issues they have with a group of

outside girls. And this time they'll be coming down

Batok instead! Wooo i cant wait :DDDD

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Much has happened for the past few days.

I'm sick. I'm tired. And i've had enough.

"I want to try to forget her by being with you"

Huh? So i'm like a replacement?
Someone that you wanted to use just to forget

someone else? Sorry ah boy, but i aint that stupid

to buy that. Now that ive known, i thank god for

not opening up my heart to fall for your

sweet talks and accepting you.

And as for YOU, i wonder why you even bother to

come back when you know you'll leave me again

someday anyway? Stop retreating slowly away from

me. If you badly want to leave, go buzz off quickly,

just like how you did to me two years back. I dont

understand. Just few months ago, you were so nice

and kind towards me but suddenly you turn into this

nasty person whom i dont even know existed in you.

And just when i thought our friendship this time could last..

Sighs, boys will always be boys, dont you think so?

Oh my godddd, its Mickeeeeeeeeey! Can someone get this giant

Mickey for me on 18 July? I'll love you till eternity, i tell you :D

Waaah Haziq showing us that his hips dont lie by hula-hooping ;D

Okay, so i went for Republic Poly's open house today with Nazirul, Haziq, Anne & Afifah. Planned to visit Nanyang and Ngee Ann's too but time just doesnt permit. As usual, i was the reason for the held up. Hehe, sorry loves (: After the RP visit, we went down to Jurong Point as we heard Taufik was there. Guess what? We reach JP at 7 when Taufik already left at 5 in the evening! Hahaha such doinks right? But never mind forget it, met up with Naz's family at JP then went to have our dinner at KFC and some reminiscing childhood time at Toys R Us and Kiddy Palace before going off back to Bukit Batok. After sending Afah off at the bustop, went to meet up with Ady, Din and Alson. Waaah wait for them ah like waiting for winter season in Singapore siak xD
Slacked at those cute little seats at JBS. And guess who i bumped into? Someone i never saw for sooo long, Abang Ghazaaaaaaaaaaaaaali la seh! :D

Must strive hard in life ah you.
Think of your future, dont always want to enjoyyyy only :D
Chatted for some time before off i go back home! Had my late supper and now im watching Cucu Menantu on RCTI channel (: Alson texted me something really unexpected and i'm now laughing my ass out, hahahahaha! Hopefully you people had a great Saturday night too. XOXO.

School has been just great!

We've been having our multi-level activities
since Day 1. Friday was Day 0 and we did nothing but

round the school and explore. The new campus is

amazing and i am satisfied with most of the facilities

available there. But it would have been better if the

classes were air-conditioned.

Sorry for the lack of updates, ive been busy, lazy

and tired for the past few days. But here i am now so,

enjoyyyyyyyyyyyyy :D

Monday (Day 1) - Career Workshop.

The 4Exp and 5Na students had our career workshop and

majority came to school in office wear and i was really

impressed by few of my schoolmates who looked really

matured and ready for working life in their attire (:

We had Coach Ellse & Coach Bing to guide us through

the workshop. I learnt alot through the talk. And i totally

admire the way Coach Ellse presented the talk to us.

She made something so important so fun and interesting

to hear. I was laughing all the time looking at her actions

and all, haha. We were taught how to write a resume

when applying for a job and how to give the first

good impression during job interviews. Cool hah? I had

fun yet learned alot through this Career Workshop.

Thanks to all who made it happened (:

Tuesday (Day 2) - Heart of ISPL 2.

Remember last year when we had to take up different courses as our Heart of ISPL activity? I joined Capoeira (a brazillian dance cum martial arts, for those who dont know) and i was so into it then. I was damn excited when i heard we have to put up a performance to compete against the other courses. The teachers calls it the Heart of ISPL Talentime, hahaha. Besides Capoeira, there was also Hip Hop, Vocal & Music Making, Hosting, Stage & Wardrobe Design and Painting. They were all good and we put on the best performance we could. Surprisingly, we came in 2nd! Phew, our hard work all paid off. One whole day of practice and training came fruitful (: Sadly though, Afifah and I were too distracted that we forgot to our stretches or do some warm-ups before practicing. Our legs are aching from below our bum right down to our knees. Hahaha, when Teck Wei was stretching with the rest of the group, we snickered and played around in the room (hey you cant blame us, we got to practice in the brand new music studio! As usual, the both of us got over excited :D). So people, laugh at us now cause we really deserved those muscle aches, lol!

Wednesday (Day 3) - Ultimate Race.

Wed was the best day ever, i tell you! Never have i had so

much fun in school, hahaha. A big round of applause to

all student leaders and teachers who planned this activity

well. Every class were divided into 4 groups - A, B, C and IT.

I was in 4E5A and after some switches, Afifah and Nira also

got into the same group as me (:

There was a total of 12 stations and we had to go through

as many stations as possible to collect as many points as

possible. I would love to elaborate more about the stations

we've overcomed. But i just dont have enough strength to

type it all out. But guess what? 4E5 emerged

as the Overall Champion

for the Ultimate Race!

Haaah, 3 cheers for 4E5`09, everyone! :D

Photos taken during the Ultimate Race were printed on the

day itself, thanks to So Hee who brought her photo printer

to school. Caleb, our photographer for the day, deleted

our picts after printing them out therefore i have none with

me in my pc -.- But no matter what, my E5 still rocks! (:

Okay people, i think thats the summarisation of what i did for the past few days. Will be back soon for more updates. I think i want to turn in now. My bum and legs are still hurting from the Capoeira we did on Tues. Maybe i'll ask Mummy to help me massage. Hmm i'll see about that. Anyway congrats to Ipin for being elected as the new chairperson of 4E5! So good night everyone (:

Last night (:

3 2 1, HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2008 had been great for me, and i hope that

2009 would turn out even greater.

Wouldnt want to type out my resolutions here

cause im afraid i cant keep it, hehehe.

Anyway, may 2009 be a better year for all of us (:

Thank you Syaee for everything. And im sorry for

whatever ive put you through yesterday.

The one and only friend i can count on when i'm

going through the rough seas, the only one who is

willing to sacrifice her countdown celebrations

just to be there for me ; I love you, Best Bitch (:

Its becoming so obvious now.

Cant you just admit and confess?

Dont keep me hanging this way.