Boys Are Boys.
Im confused. Im blank. And i really dont know
what is going on. But what i'm certain of is that,
i will not allow anyone to succeed hanging clouds
over me. You may have brought me down years back.
But not now, not anymore. I refuse to falter in
what I believe or loose faith in my dreams this time.
Because of you, i turned my back on my studies,
friends and family. Because of you, i became highly
dependent on boys. And now because of you again, i
have lose faith in them. Without any sense of shame,
you can say whatever you want about me. But i can
guarantee you a decade that your stinking words aint
bringing me down. Try as hard as you might. We'll see
who'll be at the losing end then. You were not even
man enough to voice out whats been inside of you all
this while and yet, now that im gone you have the
guts to do all this? Woah where did all that sudden
power came from? Wimp. Do me a favour, will you? Go
place yourself infront of a mirror and reflect on
whether, Do you really have the right to criticise me
as and when your mouth likes after all that hurt
you've put me through? If you really have got no
sense of shame, go ahead and continue on with your
childish games of making fun of me to others. Cause
now that ive seen your true colours, i dont mind at
all to lose my dignity through someone who also has
no dignity himself.
Im confused. Im blank. And i really dont know
what is going on. But what i'm certain of is that,
i will not allow anyone to succeed hanging clouds
over me. You may have brought me down years back.
But not now, not anymore. I refuse to falter in
what I believe or loose faith in my dreams this time.
Because of you, i turned my back on my studies,
friends and family. Because of you, i became highly
dependent on boys. And now because of you again, i
have lose faith in them. Without any sense of shame,
you can say whatever you want about me. But i can
guarantee you a decade that your stinking words aint
bringing me down. Try as hard as you might. We'll see
who'll be at the losing end then. You were not even
man enough to voice out whats been inside of you all
this while and yet, now that im gone you have the
guts to do all this? Woah where did all that sudden
power came from? Wimp. Do me a favour, will you? Go
place yourself infront of a mirror and reflect on
whether, Do you really have the right to criticise me
as and when your mouth likes after all that hurt
you've put me through? If you really have got no
sense of shame, go ahead and continue on with your
childish games of making fun of me to others. Cause
now that ive seen your true colours, i dont mind at
all to lose my dignity through someone who also has
no dignity himself.
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Okay, time to cut this emo crap out. That post up
there is about someone whom my impression for him
has gone thirty feet down because of what he has done.
Bleah, just ignore it alright (: Anyway! Tomorrow is
my Best Bitch's birthday! And ive bought her something
my Best Bitch's birthday! And ive bought her something
and i hope that she will like it. May be celebrating it
together with her tomorrow and some other group of
friends. Cant wait cant wait! :D
Just so in case i dont have time to post a birthday
wish for her here tomorrow, i'll post it now instead.
Happy Sweet Sixteen, Siti Syairah Hasri! (:
May all your wishes come true, my dear. The
friend who has always been there for me, through
ups and downs or the good and bad. Even though
we've been far apart these few weeks, lets study
well and strive hard for our national exams
together alright? Jia You! And not forgetting,
I Love You (:
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