I'm losing it.

Losing the passion to keep this site alive.

Losing the motivation to go for my daily jogs.

Losing the discipline to complete my assignments.

Losing the drive to memorise and improve on my steps.

While my poly friends are just about to start their engines,

mine's already going all the way down.

This cant be happening, can it?

I want to make mummy & ayah proud of me,

and i know i am going to.

Maybe not now, or two years later.

But i know someday i will.